"darkness came over the whole land...for the sun stopped shining"
I know what comes next. Yet I think I will sit here for a bit, with no sun, just darkness. I will draw as near as I can to Jesus in His suffering, longing to know Him more, longing to love Him more, longing to be filled more deeply by my Savior who has mostly amazingly redeemed my soul.
He is so, so good.